Too wierd to live. Too rare to die.
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Life is like a train. It's bearing down on you and it is gonna hit you, so you can either start running when its far off in the distance or you can pull up a chair, crack open a beer and just watch it come.
Over the past couple months I’ve come to realise that I don’t need you… it is you that needs me and it hurts me so much to leave when I know you need me because I needed him when he left.. I dont want to be him but at the same time I want to me be and I cant even do find me with you hanging onto me like an anchor… i dont need an anchor i need wings. Let me fly please let me fly
I can’t believe you don’t want bofa
what’s bofa?
bofa my arms wrapped around you in a loving hug
(via succeeding)
He is supposed to make you feel like a queen and he is your king. But instead you feel like a whore because that’s what he calls you every day. He is supposed to listen and love when you talk to him not tell you to shut up cause your rambling and he doesn’t care about how work was or how great that new song you found makes you feel. He is supposed to make you feel beautiful but instead you feel hideous because you have ‘Itty tiities’ and an abnormally 'fat vagina’ and your so hairy, got wierd legs ect and he never looks at you like he looks at other girls. He is supposed to wipe away your tears not make them pour but instead he tells you its all your fault, your useless and to end it all. He is supposed to make you happy but instead he makes you feel like every second you are alone and always will be.
He is supposed to be your king but instead he isn’t he never was. You wanted him to be so bad but people don’t change because you wanted them to. You don’t need a king, you never did. you need to go out and make yourself queen for you. Fuck the world be selfish, do things for you, find you, make yourself queen because
You cant make someone king until you are a queen. But never forget that a queen don’t need no king.
(via pa-in-is-my-friend)
The saddest part is that no matter how many times I tell myself it wont change im still sitting here waiting… wtf is wrong with me? Please help me i cant do this alone
Thank you for always trying to convince me im beautiful… its not your fault I don’t believe it… you can tell me as many times as you like but it will never be true until someone shows me i am… you are such a strong independent woman you never needed dad he needed you… same with your mum… i dont know why I turned out the opposite and I know that it’s pathetic that i cant live without the validation of others around me. I need to have someone to hold me at night I need a shoulder to cry on i dont know how to be alone I don’t know how to just be me. You didn’t fail me mum i failed you please never forget that.
Always protect the blessed child. Forget the other. Leave her to rot in her misery. Let it know she is unwanted. She doesn’t deserve love nor respect. She is nothing and will never feel real love. Burn her. Watch her suffer and laugh. This is your creation and you abandoned it. You destroyed all reason in her eyes and she only saw one way out. Im sorry but i know you are not.
Her name is Pink Floyd 💖🍁✌💖